Thursday, September 23, 2010

Right now, I'm really having trouble in forgetting the past and move on. Also forgiving myself to let things go. Everyday I wake up, close my eyes... I kept remembering it. I just want it to stop. I.. cant live on like this.. So many problems around me.
Well.. some does involve my love relationships... But what can you do?

A confessed to a girl.
The girl does'nt say a damn word...
Then another girl says that she loves me

Its like chasing you know..

When will it stop?

Family probs... mom nag..
dad.. he got no problems..
Just mom and that bloody bro..

9:39 PM

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Wan play audi. . my mum say u play too much
Wan go out. . I beary cheapskate I rather save money
Wan go shopping. . Now sale but must control my spending
Wan watch tv. . Boring show
Wan play ps2. . Bro play
Wan chit chat on phone. . Friends are busy
Wan sleep. . Later gain weight
Wan eat. . I on diet


Sigh . . life sucks

8:19 PM

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Nxt wik CNY. happy happy cny. happy happy u n i. blah blah..
So the following wik is our presentation skills project..
Well its individual work but yeah.. i havent prepared anything for it. No slide show, no vid, no pic, no nothing. I just slaking off now. So wich I did my best for the presentation. Hope I wont dissapoint myself so far. Cause thats what i hate to do.. Sigh..
Now my fwen ajak me go class pulak. Im here shiok sendiri spam my own blog...
So I stop my weirdo spam and talk now. Have a nice day all~~! (Remember Onidannygiri is the cutest Onigiri in da world..)

2:56 PM


Spam people.
Spam.
Spam.
Spam.
Spam.
Spam.
I feel wan pee now... too cold here in library...
I wan pee.. finding toilet....
Where where..
I wan go home.. hug bae bee
Bae bee calling... bae bee w8ing....
Bae bee I miss you
Bae bee I want you.......
Im thirsty for you
I want to hold you....


















----------------------------------------------------------------------bae bee

2:49 PM


Omniomania-compulsive shopping (or what's more commonly referred to as shopping addiction), is perhaps the most socially reinforced of the behavioral addictions.
We are surrounded by advertising, telling us that buying will make us happy. We are encouraged by politicians to spend as a way of boosting the economy. And we all want to have what those around us have –- consumerism has become a measure of our social worth.
Although widespread consumerism has escalated in recent years, shopping addiction is not a new disorder. It was recognized as far back as the early nineteenth century, and was cited as a psychiatric disorder in the early twentieth century.
Almost everyone shops to some degree, but only about 6% of the U.S. population is thought to have a shopping addiction. Usually beginning in the late teens and early adulthood, shopping addiction often co-occurs with other disorders, including mood and anxiety disorders, substance use disorders, eating disorders, other impulse control disorders, and personality disorders.


Normal Shopping v. Shopping Addiction

So what makes the difference between normal shopping, occasional splurges, and shopping addiction? As with all addictions, shopping becomes the person’s main way of coping with stress, to the point where they continue to shop excessively even when it is clearly having a negative impact on other areas of their life. As with other addictions, finances and relationships are damaged, yet the shopping addict feels unable to stop or even control their spending.

The Controversy of Shopping Addiction

Like other behavioral addictions, shopping addiction is a controversial idea. Many experts balk at the idea that excessive spending can constitute an addiction, believing that there has to be a psychoactive substance which produces symptoms such as physical tolerance and withdrawal for an activity to be a true addiction.
There is also some disagreement among professionals about whether compulsive shopping should be considered an obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD), impulse control disorder (like pathological gambling), mood disorder (like depression), or addiction. It has been suggested that, along with kleptomania (compulsive stealing) and binge-eating disorder (BED), it be viewed as an impulsive-compulsive spectrum disorder.


How Is Shopping Addiction Like Other Addictions?

There are several characteristics that shopping addiction shares with other addictions. As with other addictions, shopping addicts become preoccupied with spending, and devote significant time and money to the activity. Actual spending is important to the process of shopping addiction; window shopping does not constitute an addiction, and the addictive pattern is actually driven by the process of spending money.
As with other addictions, shopping addiction is highly ritualized and follows a typically addictive pattern of thoughts about shopping, planning shopping trips, and the shopping act itself, often described as pleasurable, ecstatic even, and as providing relief from negative feelings. Finally, the shopper crashes, with feelings of disappointment, particularly with the him/herself.
Compulsive shoppers use shopping as a way of escaping negative feelings, such as depression, anxiety, boredom, self-critical thoughts, and anger. Unfortunately, the escape is short-lived. The purchases are often simply hoarded unused, and compulsive shoppers will then begin to plan the next spending spree. Most shop alone, although some shop with others who enjoy it. Generally, it will lead to embarrassment to shop with people who don’t share this type of enthusiasm for shopping.


I kinda have this thing LOL! Im proud being omniomania..

2:37 PM


I skip critical thinking. Deadly bowing le this class. Sorrie tuh say ma. I beary sleepy wen she lecture. Itch like I study with my ownselp I can do alot better. So I skip. Plan go mall do some shopping but fwen drag me to library so I follow oso mah. After dis in Sociology class, we going to watch movies. Lecturer dunwan lecture, we happy.

Tonite
I predict myself...
Lying on sofa watching biggest loser 9-10.10pm
Then if Im not sleepy yet I watch Alvin and Chipmunks 2.

Bottom line:
I beary beary tired especially tuesday. Got many class.. Sadly all I skip LOL!

2:18 PM


Walao eh? Its been feb now oni i celeb 2010. . So purnie
Its been long time since I nebo update my blog.
Sho anyway what happen so far?

Jan 2010

  • I celeb new year, eating roti canai and drink teh tarik and play final fanatasy X, ps2
  • I meet SY, first time let her see I dress like ger. Gib bear bear.. Now I dunno wad happen to bear bear.
  • I break up wip SY, leave Tomodachi . . wow? (In audi oni ..)
  • I spend my time at home play ffx,ps2. Complete the full game within 2 days. 36hr20min.
  • Quit play audi for awhile cause mid sem exam
  • Mum and grandma went overseas. Leave me, my bro and dad at home starving.
  • I buy many many clothhhhsssss.. I drive car to sunwei wip manual!! First time man. So freedom.

Feb 2010

  • Spend my time play audi. Audi this Audi that. My mum went like hell nagging me. "U oni knw play play play oni! Study larhs!!" I was like umm wtf? I care meh?
  • Got into huge family fite. Rawr!! Mouth plo
  • Got new family member in da house. Putih de cat. Actually its the neighbour cat ma. But the cat 24hrs stay in our house. We provide shelter to the cat. . food and drinks and comfy bed.
  • I got good result in my mid sem. (I nvr study I slp most of my time)
  • Watch biggest loser. Feel wan diet but kip say tmr tmr. Bt then again I nvr did any diet. So diet plan ish a failure. Im still 55kg.. sigh
  • SY got married congrats mah. (In audi oni ..)
  • SY got break up, congrats oso (In audi oni ..)
  • SY cut hair, I no c de diff lo
  • SY went to work. Its unbelibable. Bt its twue anyway.
  • Next week CNY. I kip sing Happy happy cny song.. Ang pau smell..
  • I got new gf last 2 days, congrats oso to me (In audi oni ..)
  • Join ~A-HO~ =X
  • I got new gheymate... I lub them XD
  • Skip many uni class. Stay in library play games and sleep. Go mall watch movie come back home bluff to my mum say I went uni. I beary bad boy ma. Dun wowwie Im the cutest onidannygiri in da world.

Thats all I guess... So far thats the oni thing I remember ma..


2:01 PM